When the message started, I quickly realized that it was from the nurse at my RE's office. The results are in... the baby's chromosomes were normal.
I don't know what to think. I should be happy, right? Just like I should have been happy when all of my bloodwork came back normal. I just want there to be a fix to this. I don't want to lose another baby. I have no guarantee.
I went back to class with a fake smile on face and tears in my eyes. I hope the students didn't notice. But who am I kidding? They notice everything.
I texted DH as soon as I could.
They want to know if we would like to know the gender . . .
2 comments:
I feel for you. You are so amazing and strong and you will get through this. I read your entire blog this morning and you are my source of knowledge and inspiration since I will be going straight to IVF. I knew nothing of IVF before I read your blog. Thank you for writing the good, the bad and the sad. It helps me and I am sure, others, tremendously. Stay strong. I will keep checking in on you.
Amber
I can imagine you having a mixed reaction. I mean, if the baby's chromosomes were normal, than why the miscarriage. It's all so hard. I'm thinking of you.
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